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Welcome to The Nikki Evans Show…

where we see the truth, do the work, and become the proof.

This isn’t a polished podcast.

It’s a place to come home. Where laughter, movement is the jam, faith and storytelling happen.

I’m Nikki—wife, woman of faith, and someone who knows what it feels like to give everything… and still lose yourself somewhere along the way.

There was a version of me who kept the peace, carried the weight, and called it love.

A version of me who was always “fine”… but never fully alive.

And then everything in me started asking for more.

Not more from my husband.

Not more from my life.

More truth.

More alignment.

More of the woman God actually created me to be.

Out here, on 17 acres of dirt roads, horses, and quiet moments with God… I started finding her again.

This podcast is for the woman who feels unseen in her marriage, disconnected in her body, and tired of pretending she’s okay.

We’re not fixing men here.

We’re not performing healing.

We’re coming back to life.

For real this time.

So whether you’re folding laundry, driving backroads, or sitting in the silence wondering “is this it?”…

You’re not alone anymore.

Welcome to Acres of Hope at Evans Dude Ranch in Rural IL.

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Just because we all go through seasons of identity shifts doesn’t mean we aren’t aligning with our God given purpose.

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Just because we all go through seasons of identity shifts doesn’t mean we aren’t aligning with our God given purpose.